Dusk

I want to have long hair. It grows so slow... Yeah, much faster than most people have it, but I so want it to be long already!
If I wasn't stupid and kept my hair as is when came to NZ it would now be very long and very dark.
Vak.
Sad.
Well, will have to wait anyway, damn it...

When just cut - it was soooooo short...
Now, 20 days after, seems already rather wiled.
Grows fast. I'm so looking forward to it being long... To make it till belt level will need 4 years. To make it 1 meter long - 6 years.
But right now I'm looking at least to getting lying on the shoulders...
*sigh*

Ok. I'm Dark now. Completely. Sooooo Dark.
I forgot what it is - to be Dark.
Looks very weird to me, but I'm sure I'll soon get used to it.
Yay for the Dark Side of me, though now I'm Dark from every Side;-)
Gosh, it really looks weird! So unusual. So strange. Grrrrrr.
There are two events this weekend, so maybe there will be even photos...

I wanna...
I wanna grow my hair long-long-long...
I wanna get a slim waist...
I wanna make a tattoo...
I wanna learn bellydance...
I wanna get handcuffs...

Ok, hair is growing itself, and next week I'll make the haircut - to get rid of the light bleached stuff on it, as it is now long enough, I think. Plus it needs to be a bit trimmed to look not that messy. After I get rid of the light thingies I can at last strat growing it. It actually grows pretty quickly, so hopefully I'll soon come to my normal image.

Yup, it's growing. But not as fast as I want it to.
Well, I don't really have reasons to complain, as for me it anyway faster than for most people.
But I can't wait till the moment when I get rid of the rest of my lightness - and be completely naturally dark.

My hair seems to be so rumplable and strokable now... Or how do you call something you want to rumple and stroke? I do it all the time, and I start worrying that other people would be doing it as well.
Yeah, yeah, I shouldn't post it here not to provoke them, but well... Mew.
Of three friends whom I met so far after haircut (and let them see what I'm like now) one was making me comfortable about this haircut just after it, the other was hungry and very busy with food, and the third one made some rumpling.
I'm really a fuzzy Darth Llama now. Scary Sith. Mew.