Dusk

In case you've been wondering where to get cute anime wallpapers- I wanna share this link. I've bumped into it occasionally and found it to be really good.

Oi, it was Sanzo's birthday yesterday! Squee! I love this monk! He's the most cool and most sexy monk ever!
Don't you agree?
Ne?
Ne?
Ne?
Squee!

This post is a sublimation;-) You are warned (as if this would stop you from reading further...)

Boots!

I got them for half price after I've been dreaming about them for half a year, they cost as much as a fencing mask, and I have no money for food for the next 10 days (which is not a problem minding I have a big food supply at home, it sometimes makes so much sense to buy stuff just to have it;-)))



I just so totally love them!!! 

Friday night I crawled home so very happy it's weekend at last (and now it's over, *sob*!), and I got kinda sleep.

On Saturday the photosession with adamww didn't happen as burningsol couldn't come, so we postponed it. At 1.45 I left home to go see starfirenz, and the bloody bus was 15 minutes late, and then I got so very lost very close to her place because I forgot I have to make one more turn and was walking around the wrong street, and couldn't even text starfirenz because I have no credit left on my mobile. Eventually I got there, and we went for a nice walk to the One Tree Hill domain, where we saw lots of sheep and very cute and bouncy little lambs *squee*, they were jumping all around *squee*, and they were so very funny! *squee-squee-squee*
I watched "Angel", and I think I really like Angelus. He's so bloody sexy.
I also read a bit of "Petshop of Horrors" manga, and I think I really like Count D. He's so bloody cute.
Did some sewing. After long planning and thinking I have at last understood how to make those 17th century beautiful sleeves. I have 3.5 sleeves left to make, and 2 of them are not for me, so I'm gonna be very-very nervous about the right length. But I like sewing, it's one of those things where I just enjoy the process.

The other enjoyable process is eating chocolate. I've allowed myself to spend several dollars again for my favourite Hazelnut Whittakers. I just love it so much;-)

Been to S&S today, though I didn't train much this time, but nevertheless it was a good one. I saw a white lily and some other cute flowers. Had a nice talk to a friend, and that has at least partly decreased some of my worries. At least the thing that was bothering me for almost a year doesn't look that terrible now. Troubles are sometimes not that scary as they look like, I do know it, I just sometimes need to be reminded. Same about people.

And now I'm gonna do some more sewing, eat my chocolate, watch more "Angel", and try to go to bed early - something I almost never succeed in, but keep trying. Is there any way at all to make yourself to go to bed at, like, 10pm, or at least 11?

*fluffy hugs*

P.S. NZLARPS AGM tomorrow... They said you can ask the GMs questions, and I remember I have some question to ask, but I can't remember exactly what it is I'm going to ask...

Goodness knows what those memes are, I probably need to make a separate post asking questions about LJ etiquette which I'm so completely unfamiliar with.

I saw this thingy in starfirenz' LJ and liked it, so I grabbed it. Hopefully by doing that I didn't break anu rules;-(

LJ Titling Meme

1. My username is _____ because ____.
2. My journal is titled ____ because ____.
3. My subtitle is ____ because ____.
4. My friends page is called ____ because ____.
5. My default userpic is ____ because ____.


Hmm...

My username is "elven_alchemist" because my first larp character was an Elf and an Alchemist, and I'm generally very fond of Elves and larps;-)

My journal is titled "Duskbird" because this is how dariyan said she sees me, and I liked that;-)

My subtitle is "I live in Darkness" because this is how I currently feel.

My friend page is called "Dark Side around" because I'm a Sith Apprentice in training, so I'm learning to see the Dark Side everywhere.
(Note: Dark Side is not necessarily something bad, and to see it is not bad at all anyway, so don't think I'm weird to my friends;-)))))

My default userpic is Agatsuma Soubi from "Loveless" anime, because he's cute;-))) I think it might represent the moment when he says "I'm not a pervert". Maybe I should add this phrase to the pic?
All my current userpics are from anime because I am a big anime fan. "Loveless" is one of the cutests;-))

In fact, all those things are soon to be changed apart from the username. I change them from time to time, as well as LJ layout, all depending on how I currently feel.

P.S. Oh well, and now after filling this the wish to change suddenly increased...

Lucius Malfoy and Severus Snape...

I saw a guy yesterday that looked like an anime character. Kawaii!

Anime is bad for your sanity.
Well, actually, after you watch it too much, there is no sanity left, so nothing on which it can have bad effect.
So anime is ok.
I want ears. I so want anime cat ears. Yay.
Holy Wiki thinks that there is an ear fetishism. I wonder if this is what I have. I didn't read the fetishism article carefully so not sure what fetishism is, but ears are sooooo cuuuuute!
I still wonder if they would suit me. Vak.

I need to change avatars. I wanna have more kawaii (cute) stuff. I've always been happy with one avatar, then found it's nice to have more. Now can have 15 - but that's so few!!!
Need to check how expensive is paid option. It allows 100 avatars. Mew.
It's really difficult to choose, yup, but I know for sure that all my avatars would be made of anime pictures.
Kawaii!

My hair seems to be so rumplable and strokable now... Or how do you call something you want to rumple and stroke? I do it all the time, and I start worrying that other people would be doing it as well.
Yeah, yeah, I shouldn't post it here not to provoke them, but well... Mew.
Of three friends whom I met so far after haircut (and let them see what I'm like now) one was making me comfortable about this haircut just after it, the other was hungry and very busy with food, and the third one made some rumpling.
I'm really a fuzzy Darth Llama now. Scary Sith. Mew.

After watching too much of Inuyasha recently and re-watching Yami no Matsuei I came to the idea that I want those anime ears. I even know one place where I can buy them, but they are not really impressive there. I think I'd better wait and see if I find more pretty ears.
I wonder if they would look good on me.
Mew.

"Cuteness attack" is the name of one of the LJ styled, a very-very pretty one, I must say, I've been really tempted to use it. Maybe I should...
I do love computers and I do love internet. Using these two powerful magic tools you can get fluff like this:


More fluff here:
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And also in the last few days I happenned to come to the office kitchen in the right moment - when someone was making coffee and milk fluff for it. And I got it every time.

Other things also seem to go better.